we are going to end...

Even how much u love me oso, i swear i'm really fall in love to u..tat why every seconds hope u can acc me..But u said:" pls gv me some freedom?" Yes, i will.But i'm going to tell u our games very easy to end..Really..As my ex ..Not i want to make comparision..See,sure u said , u go patuo with him la..u,wan freedom, let go la..I think i no need to tell u why i love u ady..I didnt say break up..but i think one day ours contact will be stop..Or change. The earth alive is not bcoz of u ..bcoz of time..If u didnt sayang ur oni lover, she will dissapear when u need hers.Y i said like tat? Are u still remeber what i had told u yesterday? I said " now u everyday study, when u get a job sure u put ur family aside bcoz u think tat money is important than love important than everything in the earth..Remember, time cannot buy the pass...pls tc ur lover..now or one day u find the true love..My hp need to repair ady i think we less talk more better la...coz no time for u ady...someone take ur time..u thinking, y i treat u like tis..It is not bcoz of u not sayang, u very sayang me , i jz dunno how to love u...actually u said i selfish yes i admit and i mementingkan diri sendiri yes i'm. U ? I think yes oso..Coz every living things oso selfish mementingkan sendiri ..like 2 lion and a deer. If the 1st lion dun want to fight with 2nd lion to get the food(deer) THE 1ST LION WILL GOING TO STARVING and going to die..And if u not dare to interview some job which suitable to u ,then the job will automatic change to others people...even though tat is low price salivary but at least better than no salivary. Remember..

Sweat memories

This holiday I’m going to Kl..It is a quite interest place whre I want to go la..hmm,after go kl for 3 or 4 times..I feel a bit tired dy lo bcoz nothing to buy there sumore it is a big city and all of them busy on working..If really want to spend ours holiday I think Penang, cameron highlands, ipoh,kampar(visit my parents),johor bahru or go oversea..I “hope” when I 18 years old I can go oversea with my dear under my parents allow..bcoz sometimes I really cant to cheat them..If I cheat them, I will not hapi and more enjoy to any games and any travel.We they called me ,I keep cheating them ,my heart so hurt..I scare I cnt cheat them sucessful…especially now(underage ma)! Haiz…oopz! I go toilet 1st..wait for me ,dun read too fast ya..Bek..hehe! 3rd june till 7th june..it’s quite fast to pass u know! Even I just go for 4 days it’s look like I go 2 days 1 nite oni u know? I miss my bb so much when the bus start to move..I still want to phone my parents I will return a bit late tomorrow coz I hvt find my shoes successful yet…so sob~ how cum now I oni think how to cheat? But I think it’s enough to cheat my parents..coz everything will be fair..1st day I go kl..we almost spend all time in the room…so so so so BORING! So nothing to write..2ND DAY,we go out around 11.15 stg,we go pavillion find my shoes 1st…suddenly I meet my friends..a bit shy lo…I know my bb not hapi at all dy..bcoz,mayb he …lor!then we go bek room..evening go times squarefind shoes 1st..unseccessful oso so we go watch movie..17 again..tis movie quite ok la..i like it ..hehe.3rd day we go watch movie oso..but 1 thg I still stick in my mind is my bb not hapi oso coz I force him to go out of the cinema..sorry for I selfish…but I had been told u..if u wan u can stay here, I can go bek 1st..but u said “ u think I want to leave u alonne me?” then u go out with me together..U keep angry on the way to tunes hotel..and I told u to do stg stupid things means I called u to close the door to cheat my dad at all..u swear? Okla..past tense ma..i like u hug me..coz u hug so so so warm…u lap mhy tears , u ngeri me…make me laugh..thank u bb..

I Swear to my love

I swear by the moon and the stars in the skyand
I swear like the shadow that's by your side

I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's weighing on your mind
You can be sure I know my part
Cause I stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I make mistakes
I'll never break your heart

And I swear by the moon
And the stars in the sky
I'll be thereI swear like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be thereFor better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

I'll give you every thing
I canI'll build your dreams with these two hand
sWe'll hang some memories on the wall
And when (and when) just the two of us are ther
eYou won't have to ask if I still care
Cause as the time turns the page
My love won't age at all

And I swear (I swear) by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there (I'll be there)
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there (I'll be there)

For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

And I swear (I swear) by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there (I'll be there)
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there (I'll be there)

For better or worse (better or worse)
Till death do us part I'll love you
With every single beat of my heart
I swear I swear I swear


http://www.imeem.com/rocker707/music/7QJLKpy2/all-4-one-i-swear/

A people who felt alone

Today is the 2nd day of exam and tomorrow will sitting in mathematics exam.I didn’t scare of it and I’m full of confident.Furthermore,I still can sit in front of laptop and write down all my sadness!today I’m seriously no mood.I didn’t eat breakfast and next meal(dinner) I also wont take it..Seriously,I also dun know wat happen to me..today got physics tuition class,I’m so angry ,why teacher only pay attention to male students?when I told my friends that teacher unfair,Sir Chang come in front of me and asked me are u understand? I just tell him, from jz now until now I dun know what u had taught..then he try to step by step teach me..For what??seriously,I’m really want to take the book and knock the table..show my anger..I’m really cant to control ady..Not only me misunderstand wht u had taught even my classmates oso dunno wat u had teached?I want to change my tuition class teacher after holiday.i want I want iwant! Now if I make comparison between physics and addmaths I like addmath more than physics lo…I admit that my calculation better than better remember a lot of concept lo!I hate physics but I wont give up! As yesterday I sms with my ex that I’m so stress on studying and I said if this exam cant do well I’ll lose the interesting about study…Cause I never study hard like this .If I really failed one subject I’ll lose the interesting bout study…then, he told me:’’Jessica,u seen not a ppl who easy to surrender?campare to last time,u wanted to fight until u get the champion.” Yes, I admit!everyone oso said like tat…and I told my sir b4 if no champion I wont put it in my cupboard.so my target only champion. I dunno what happen to me since 2009 ,eveything had been changed!I’m look no energy to fight…After that he sent me a message, that time I’m already slept.1st message he sent me..”you want to cried or not?” 2nd message he sent me a message”a message which wish me happy forever wish me hv a good result”.He didn’t selfish oso, he said” u can called ur boy friend accompany u study ma..” I said he stay in seremban so hard to accompany me.And he more buzier than me..so,I’ll try my best to less contact with him.Degree student ma and he is a future leader of nation..and I must support him bcoz Jessica is k-7’s gf.

Life is a such things which can lose easily…
Today I’m so scare and so sad about murder case. I’m keep asking myself why the murder so cruel???sumore the gal who kill by her ex bf,for what?? Life without love, will them end of their life?Please I hate the man who without critical thinking…1st,can u give her the best?Can u catch her heart touch her heart?2nd ,any provent can make sure u are hers??Can u success in ur life and share everything with her??For me,success in his life is the best choice for me coz I want my love wont be DREAMS!!every parents hope their children can get a good family after them..good career,good family background,gv comfortable life for next generation,keep it from now to forever.Today,my daddy and mummy told me,gal u must be careful when u choose ur life partner..they said:”study time dun talk bout love…”after study we wont stop you to chase ur future partner..we just want to see u growth happily..even daddy face about money problem,dad still buy a such thing to me..I think I had been enough..My parents love me so much…My baby support me told me ,u must get 6A if not he’ll scold me but I didn’t care bout my baby scold me coz I know he oso want me success in my life..If my baby didn’t stress me up I think my future will be destroy because no any supporter when I’m needed..Thank you Kesavan dear!because of you I found my hapiness, I found the hapiness of study, I found one more care from you,one more support from you..wherever you stay I hope u wont give up to wait for me…if we really want together 1st we must study hard success together in our life to make sure our parents admit we are 1 pair…can you???as my dad said, you are oni daughter in family dun let people look down at u and family..sometimes I’m so sad cause my family is being look down by my cousin..so when I’m stay in school I’m always told myself, I wont let u look down at me..i would like to show u ,u will see me on newspaper one day…I would like to show u how powerful am i..as my nickname rocket pahang!!!people said us very rich actually that just a shell..rich cannot not buy love,rich cannot buy healthy and rich cannot buy well-being!So what is the meaning of LIFE?Bb, sorry for June we cannot meet..I wish u can forgive me,if my parents knoe we patuo nw sure daddy break up us..From the case , I know how important about study!I promise u and my family members I will study hard as my hope and fears for next 7 years…And bb the shoes I will buy myself la…u just help me to FIND spike shoes for me can ar?? FIND only dun pay for me!a good spike cause I dun want my ankle injure again..so sport shoes and spike shoes every important to me..shoes I will find u juz help the to find afer that u pay 1st, I will give u bek the real price..Dun worry…Please help me..please…

Happy MOther's Day

Mothers’ Day is all about thanking you…
For starting my day on a healthy note..
For that delicious breakfast of porridge..
For making sure I am punctuak for school…
For that fashion advice that makes me look cool…
For helping me with my homework,especially with BC…
Fpr comforting me whenever start to panic…
For nursing me when I am down & out
For telling me when to speak & when to shut my mouth…
For nagging me to go to bed early..
For always keeping me safe & healthy.
For being my chef, nurse and teacher..
Most of all, for being YOU!!!

I LOVE YOU...

Sorry for i'm scare to face you and said I love you..

Sometimes I’m really scare of you…

Stop asking me why why why???? Seriously I’m really don’t know why. I would like to tell u that I like freedom…I don’t like people control me too much…Wat I want to do just let me go! If u feel fed up I will not keep asking u too much question~ Did u know
Which status am I in ur heart??? If i’m boy, I’ll just leave u like tat!!I always remind myself isn’t he is ur best choice??? All the man no one is better than u ??My friend asked me: “Ah Ca, you both is come from different culture, life, colour of skin even the thought of each other oso not same ,wat fort u wanted be with him?? Why got others better than him u still wan to be with him???” For my informant’s information, she said : “You must think properly..” As I said: “life and death are in ur hand!” No one change ur mind, no one can stole ur heart~ Before tat , you must remind urself to look before u leap!! Now I’m scare about how we spend the time together??? How we couple to each other?? Because the worst things still sticked in my mind!!! I recalls a lot of things about my life !!How was the life start??? How we choose our life??? Isnt money can buy everything??? For me, the ans is no! I would not like the money….Sometimes money can buy someone’s heart…If one day the people bankrupt, what will happen???would u thinking of this kind of problems before???? I can confirm that…the life will end with sadness..Will u agree with ?

Sometimes, we argued for small kind of things but I hope I can remind u that if u treat me bad> worse>worst, I wont be with u !!! Life oso cannot confirm everythings ,if stg really want to happen sure will happen 1 day..We just dunno when will happen~So, I’m seriously tell u , if 1 day I really leave u away…That is my choice~ If u want to brag bek, I’ll tell u tat : “Wait until the coming generation! Love + Hurt = End…Love is very unfair example…I hope u can improve urself…How great man or how good human being oso = 0…Because we must believe tat TIME AND TIDE WAIT FOR NO MAN!!! WAt is the meaning of true love?? Discription the meaning of true love??? 1 thing….how valueable u are oso non-used~ Cause ur heart is black in colour…I believe tat nothing will make me sad after losing u in my life~ Take care.